When I think about stress I think about work, school and starting a family. First, I am currently working two jobs, it was three but it got to be a bit much when school started. When look at everything that you have accomplished I know that it will be well worth It in the end. I work so much at what I do and go over and beyond, to aim high to push myself to reach all the goals that I have set and looking forward to be able to accomplish my goals and dreams that I set out to complete. When I get stressed, I get upset, for instance I worked three Jobs and go to school.
That alone can be very stressful. I go to my first job, beginning at four am in the morning. Then on my lunch break I go to class from 10:00 am till 10:45. Which i can’t stay the whole class I have to leave like 30 minutes to make it back to work on time. Then I return to work to complete my job. Then, after I get out of that job at 1:00 pm I then go to my other class at 12:30 which i miss the first thirty minutes of that class. So then, I am in that class till 3:20. After I get out of that class I go to my other job. Then, I have to be at my other job at 4:00 pm until ten at night.
So you can say I have a pretty busy and productive life that has a lot of stress in it all together along with all I am so tired and stressed out most of the time that goes a long with being very cranky sometimes. I get to the point that I am just physically and mentally exhausted that I want to go in my room black out my window and sleep for days. On top of everything going on in my life I would like to start a family with my partner I have always wanted to experience mother hood since I can remember it’s something that means a lot to me becoming a mother.
I found out about four months ago that I have diabetes so that has been another stressful situation on top of everything else going on in my life. I went to the doctor. Worked as hard as I could and still to this day I am working each and every day to do what I can to stay healthy. I eat right, exercise with all that. I went to a fertility clinic and have to keep working hard but just a little harder to get my a1c testing from a 7. 5 to a 6. 00 it’s going to be a challenge but if you know me you know that I am a hard worker and always finish everything I start.
I will do this and do it right. When I stand back a look at everything that I have accomplished this far in my life. I think to myself wonder what the future holds. So that’s my wonderful, all so stressful life. That I am very happy with all in all I am. I feel very content with my life, like they say the harder you work the more it pays in the end. So, I work two jobs and go to school and am planning to start a family all within this year. I love the everyday challenges that my life brings each and every day that I start my day .
